Just as I was starting to give up all hope, thinking I may never find that special person. I have always been told, that when you least expect it, love will find it's way into your heart.
You go through life, hoping and anticipating the arrival of that day to come. It's a learning process, as you go along life's journey, figuring out what it is you want out of life & love. What it is that makes you the most happiest, what your ideal mate will be like. Who that person is, how they act, how they look, how they treat you & how they respect and treat other people. It is this person, that you can see spending the rest of your life with. They make you very happy, so much in fact, that they are the only person that you can even think of, from the moment that you first wake up to the last thought before you drift off to dream. You find yourself daydreaming about the future, what it would be like to have them in your life, in your bed, by your side, in your heart & in your soul. You get a funny feeling in the pit of your stomach, every time you think about them, wondering if they are thinking about you too, if they are having these same feelings.
In this day and time of modern technology, texting is the greatest invention in the world. It allows you to send little messages back and forth to one another. Getting the biggest smile on my face, everytime I receive one from them. We have only just met a few short days ago, and in this short amount of time, I have learned so much about this person. So many things in common, the same likes & dislikes about the ideas of a good relationship. Relating to one another's life-styles & the way that they were raised with good old-fashioned values. The fact that they are into you as much as you are into them. It is a great feeling.
Although, it was just a breif weekend rendezvous, I learned so much in such a short amount of time about this person. Learning & studying the features of their face, their mannerisms, the way that they smile, the way that they laugh, their amazing eyes staring back into yours & studying your every move as well, the way that they carry themselves. It is mesmerizing, to see them sitting so close to you, involved in every moment spent alone together. Making every precious second count. Testing the waters, the anticipation of that first contact, touching their skin, feeling a spark. As he grabs your hand, interlocking each others fingers, and your first reaction is what an amazing fit it is with yours. After the awkward nervousness has subsided, and you feel completely comfortable in their presence. You find yourself talking as if you had known each other your whole lives. Sharing your most intimate deepest desires and fantasies. All the while, you are driving around in their vehicle, in a somewhat strange city, a mid-way meeting place between the two of your respective homes. Getting lost in the moment, driving for hours, taking turns down back country roads, unsure of where you are headed, he just drives along - mentioning I don't know exactly where we are headed, but wouldnt mind getting lost with you, talking non-stop about the similarities you share. Making a connection, getting familiar with this person, not a care in the world. Then he decides it is best to start heading back to the meeting spot where my car is. We sit for another couple hours, just taking in these last few moments of our first date. Knowing that the end of the night is growing ever so close now, wondering, hoping it will end with a goodnight kiss. You are sitting just inches apart from one another in a confined space, gazing into one anothers eyes, feeling your heart racing, palms sweating, mouth-watering, moments of vulnerability, you both lean in at the same time & your lips lock. Tasting that sweet success of a great ending to what you hope will be just the first of many more nights to come. It wasn't just one single kiss, it was a full on makeout session. The mutual enjoyment of each other's company leads to the agreement & anticipation of meeting again the very next night for a second date. It was amazing, fireworks & orchestras, everything you had hope for and more.
This is only the beginning, and the future looks damn good. To be continued...
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